I have much to say, but am unsure how to say it all. I wanted to enter the Casting Call Show podcast contest, and today is the deadline, and I have nothin’ to submit. My voice is weak and my mind is full of nonsense. I am fearful and concerned about my sanity and abilities. I am a failure and a hypocrite. If you are looking for a model citizen, look beyond me.
This is not by choice. I can not and will not take responsibility for sometbing for which I have no control over. That is not why I am here. That is not what I am accountable for. My life is not my own. I am not of my own creation. I have no equal, no parallel. If I can not succeed, than neither can you.
Please grow your wings and fly away. Get out while you can. Sadly, I am trapped. This life is terminal. The due date for it is unknown to us, but known to our universal truth. I want knowledge.
Wrap it and smash it!