I have much to say, but am unsure how to say it all. I wanted to enter the Casting Call Show podcast contest, and today is the deadline, and I have nothin’ to submit. My voice is weak and my mind is full of nonsense. I am fearful and concerned about my sanity and abilities. I am a failure and a hypocrite. If you are looking for a model citizen, look beyond me.
This is not by choice. I can not and will not take responsibility for sometbing for which I have no control over. That is not why I am here. That is not what I am accountable for. My life is not my own. I am not of my own creation. I have no equal, no parallel. If I can not succeed, than neither can you.
Please grow your wings and fly away. Get out while you can. Sadly, I am trapped. This life is terminal. The due date for it is unknown to us, but known to our universal truth. I want knowledge.
Wrap it and smash it!
While I suppose I could reasonbly enter the podcast contest alone, with only a week to go, I really would rather enter as a duo. Alone, I am unsure of what to say, how to say it, and whether I am actually truly knowledgable about anything. As a member of a duo, we could, and would, bounce ideas and information between ourselves to proactively increase listernership. This is doable. Why are people ignoring me? I exist to help you. I exist to benefit you. Why is it so difficult for you to recognize my brillance?!
I posted an announcement in several local papers regarding my need for a podcast co-host, you can see it by clicking here. It will disappear after Friday. I have not heard from anyone as yet. Not sure why that is. But, there is still time. The deadline looms and I have a backup plan, but I would rather not use it. So, if you are interested, please get in touch and let’s make this podcast a reality!