This nocturnal season

It is yet another holiday season and I continue to loath this time of the year. I am lonely. I am certain my place is foretold by the stars. I am meant to be alone. Prove me wrong.

The future is nothing but the present on a repeat cycle.

I tend towards the philosophical and my thoughts are unstructured. A discussion would be beneficial to this end. I love talking, though I could be better at listening.

More to write…

A plan

My way of thinking is different. I am unique in what I personally believe and sometimes my obsession and passion turns people away. My intention is to be me, and not to be offensive, but occasionally I come accross as ignorant or narcissistic or something else and I apologize early for… absolutely NOTHING! I will not apologize for being who I honestly am, nor would I expect you to apologize for your uniqueness. Be true, be honest, be who you think you should rightfully be. Only apologize if you are absolutely incorrect factually or otherwise. But, be careful, reserved, and suspicious of others all the while. 

I am a passionate guy and I have my opinions and beliefs and that is okay. We can all be respectful of each other.

The question of who…

Who among us is willing to search for the truth? That truth of who we are, why we are here, and our overall distinctive purpose? We are human and humans have a unique interest in understanding and learning from our past. The past can, and very often does, shape our present and forms the basis for the future. To be alive is to be knowledgable, or vice versa. 

I have located a petition that I encourage everyone to sign: ET Disclosure. We need to force the governments of our world to reveal all that they know regarding who and what are currently living among us. They are here, they are friendly, and we deserve the truth! 

Do not hesitate. The fate of our own survival is at stake!

For this to work, I must do what?!

Okay, so I am at a crossroads in my week. I must accomplish one task to get all the other pieces to fall in place. Can I do it? Should I do it? 

Heck, you’re wondering what the bleep “it” is, aren’t ya? Well, I ain’t tellin’, yet. But, just wait, I will inform ya soon enough. Jus’ be patient. 

More to read and never a dull moment with me. In fact, I enjoy staying busy and active. 

I must conclude now with a quote: 

No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.

 – Aesop

Morning is here

I have much to say, but am unsure how to say it all. I wanted to enter the Casting Call Show podcast contest, and today is the deadline, and I have nothin’ to submit. My voice is weak and my mind is full of nonsense. I am fearful and concerned about my sanity and abilities. I am a failure and a hypocrite. If you are looking for a model citizen, look beyond me. 

This is not by choice. I can not and will not take responsibility for sometbing for which I have no control over. That is not why I am here. That is not what I am accountable for. My life is not my own. I am not of my own creation. I have no equal, no parallel. If I can not succeed, than neither can you. 

Please grow your wings and fly away. Get out while you can. Sadly, I am trapped. This life is terminal. The due date for it is unknown to us, but known to our universal truth. I want knowledge. 

Wrap it and smash it!

One week remains

While I suppose I could reasonbly enter the podcast contest alone, with only a week to go, I really would rather enter as a duo. Alone, I am unsure of what to say, how to say it, and whether I am actually truly knowledgable about anything. As a member of a duo, we could, and would, bounce ideas and information between ourselves to proactively increase listernership. This is doable. Why are people ignoring me? I exist to help you. I exist to benefit you. Why is it so difficult for you to recognize my brillance?!